Is my God Bigger?

   Well the Lord has been speaking louder today and he is asking really what would you do for me. Charleston has changed me thousands of miles away and no one I know is there but still it changes how I am thinking today.
   I could be persuaded here in my home church. I could be killed in my car, I could die at any time for any reason so why does this question come so often. Do I follow the call to Ukraine?
   I have been to Ukraine and feel that family is there not through earthly blood but through a stronger blood the blood of my saviour.  What is sacrifice? What is persecution? Am I unwilling to go back?  What God asks is impossible no but out of fear there is doubt. Do I not have a bigger God than my doubts? I have struggled with this question several times since Christmas day. Who are we to say NO?