The hardest times

The past few weeks have been eye openers for me. Who God is wanting me to be has really on the for front of my mind. He has called me to slow down and search for him in all I do. Take back the fast paced environment that has been leading me to a never feeling good enough feeling. A feeling of nothing I do is worthy of my time. This makes me then ask myself what is it that God has called me to for him not me.
  I don't know other than to slow down and let him lead. We tend to lead our own path and we want to be in control of what we have planned for the days to come but what if we are not supposed to be where we thought we should be. What if that's a selfish and impatient decision not even close to what God is calling us to do? Do we really look at it and change the plans we have to mach Gods or do we move forward with the plan in hopes that it is OK enough that God will be able to see we have the best plan anyway.
  Are you willing to step up and change what you thought God had for you when you realize his plan is much harder maybe even painful at times but after we complete the plan we may see that the hard times made it worth our time.